I can’t explain it.
When I try I quickly find I lack the capacity to do so. Any attempt seems woefully inadequate and
futile, much like trying to describe a
color to a person who has never had the gift of sight. To some, no explanation is necessary. There are those who are equally
afflicted. There are some who
understand, who just get it.
To those poor souls who don’t understand, who have never
embraced passion, nothing I can say or do can convey my feelings. That’s the funny thing about
passion - those who share it embrace it and encourage it in others, those who don’t mistakenly look at it as
obsession or insanity. Those who don’t
understand are the naysayers. They are the ones
who stand safely on the sidelines of life and criticize those audacious few who dare to follow their dreams. To listen to them, to take their negativity
to heart, is folly. It robs the passionate
ones of their life force. It sows seeds
of self doubt. The world is full of
these naysayers. They are out there
lurking, waiting to pounce, to burst the bubble of optimism. They are there hoping to latch on and drain you
of your spirit with words of doubt and limitation. Like an emotional vampire, they feed on the
life force of others. They are there to rob us of our passion so that we fit into their limited view of the world.
I guess when it comes down to it, true passion shares a
great deal with obsession and insanity. Your
passion drives you. It occupies your
thoughts, your dreams, and your hopes. It
dominates you and is always there whispering in your ear, urging you ever
forward.
The difference between passion and obsession is that passion
is a thing of beauty and life and endless potential.
Passion has pushed human kind to the top of the world, across oceans, across continents, and into space. Passion is love, and love allows you to appreciate the beauty of life. Passion has achieved and will achieve things
once thought impossible.
Embrace your passion, whatever it is. Ignore the naysayers. They are meek and timid souls. Every single one of the greatest experiences
in my life was criticized by those around me as being foolish, rash, impulsive, or obsessive. They were all wrong. They will continue to be wrong. I will follow my passion wherever it leads
me. Naysayers be damned.
I run because it is my passion. I run because it brings me joy and tears,
incredible highs, and earth shaking lows.
I run because it makes me feel alive and forces me to embrace all
aspects of life, the amazing and the humbling.
I run because it forces me out of my comfort zone. After all, that’s
where all the good stuff happens.
Happy trails.
If I may add another category, there are those who have never experienced passion but are in awe of those who do. I can't even imagine the dedication and sacrifice you must make to get where you are and I love reading this blog because it reminds me that one day I might have a passion like yours. Thanks for doing what you and your wife do-it inspires others more than you know.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for your kind words.
DeleteLove your blog. I grew up in Raleigh and live now in Salisbury NC. Leadville is a goal of mine down the road. Are you on Dailymile.com as I would like to follow your training. I have 24 hour race next weekend- Black Mountain Monster. It is a big step for me as an Ultra Runner. Take care and let us know when your next Ultra will be.
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Martin,
DeleteThanks for the comment. I'm not on dailymile. I used to have a training page on this blog, but I was no good at keeping it updated. Good luck with the Black Mountain Monster.